Seriously though...

It took me a while to get to sleep last night. Wedding anxiety has been already keeping me up for the past week, and we have barely even started.

The wedding coordinator I talked to wanted $4,200 as their "destination wedding planning fee."

Freaking bananas isn't it?

No matter what I know I need the help, I have to find someone who really knows their shit, and I'll have to pay them--because I can't do this. I have obsessive compulsive tendencies when it comes to plans, details, and events.

No wedding research today, I need to sleep.